I have a horrible memory. I want to remember so many things about my life right now. I can't tell you how many times I see something during my day that I want to take a mental picture of and remember forever. A few minutes later, it is gone. Most of what I remember has been retold to me by my husband. I do remember random things now and then, but it's definitely not my strength.
I think about this blog all the time. You would never know based on the number of times I've posted in the past year (umm, three). At one time I thought maybe just posting pictures often would jog my memory and the captions would be all the commentary necessary. I've taken about 125 pictures since Kate was born, all on the iPad (not great pics). A majority of those were taken in the hospital. That's not a lot and doesn't begin to capture our life and the memories we've made. I'd like to think that if we had a camera we would take more pictures. Not sure how true that is.
My point is, I want to remember. I want to remember how great some of my days are and how challenging some of them are. I want to remember all of the silly, funny, sneaky, brilliant, amazing, frustrating, wonderful things my kids do and say. I want to remember what I'm struggling with and see how God shows up! I want to remember my personal victories and remind myself that I do have strengths, on those days that I doubt.
I don't think many people, if any, read this blog. That's okay because I want to do this for me and for my family. I am committing to updating at least once a week for the next month. I would also like to hop on and post quick little memories or photos as they happen, if possible. I'm writing this down so that maybe, just maybe, I'll actually do it. :)